Footsteps On The Pathway ,

Enigmatic emotion ,

2010-02-13T16:08:00.013+08:00

I used to belong to the "sock" school when it came to dealing with mild depression- just pull them up and get on with things. But when I experienced severe depression myself, I entered a new world, the same one inhabited by an alcoholic who tried to commit suicide.

When I entered a state of severe depression, for reasons I still cannot fathom, it was the worst experience of my life. All I wanted, all i can think in my mind was to kill myself, despite having a happy and well-to-do life. Then it struck- a condition not to be confused with mild depression or " feeling low". If you can describe your severe depression, you have never in fact, experienced it.

Yes, I agree it is hard to find a novel where there is a good description of a severe depression, even though a few novelists have tried to describe their own experiences of it. Depression can result in a total inability to function and is the cause of most suicides. Millions of people have suffer from it, and yet it is classified as "mood disorder". Sadness is a normal and universal emotion, which is function to restore one's emotional balance after the loss of something; for example, the child will become sad if they do not get their wants from their parents. But just as normal cells become cancerous, sadness can also get out of control.

There is evidence that a loss can be a trigger for depression, which is also described as extreme or malignant sadness. The problem, however, lies in the diagnosis of depression, as there is no reliable, objective test. There is a continuum that goes from feeling low to mild depression and then to severe depression. Diagnosis of severe depression is based on the doctor's interview with th patient. The patient's mood must be low and five or more of the following symptoms need to have been experienced for the previous two weeks; depressed mood most of the day, diminished interest or pleasure, significant gain or loss of weight, inability to sleep or sleeping too much, reduced control of bodily movements, fatigue, feelings of worthlessness or guilt, inability to think or concentrate, thoughts of death or suicide and common to most cases, having mostly negative thoughts of everything.

What causes depression? There are good evidences for a genetic component. If one of a pair of identical twins has depression, there is a 50% chance the other will, too. Relatives of sufferers also have higher risks of the illness. A consistent finding is that women have twice the incidence of depression compared with men and that before adolescence the incidence is equal. There is, however, no link between depression and hormones.

Indeed, there are no good explanations for the higher incidence of depression among women. Social disadvantage has been proposed, but this also affects on men. About 1/3 of depressed women have had a life event that humiliates or traps them. For women, a lower social class at 40 is linked to depression.

Bereavement can trigger depression. There is also evidence that neglect or abuse of children increases their chance of the disease later in life. A severe illness often causes it; and the condition itself have serious effects on one's health, particularly the heart. There are many physical symptoms that results from depression. Many of those who turn up in a GP's waiting room have symptoms that are result of being depressed. In some countries, such as India, few admit to have the illness; instead, the patient complains of stomach ache, headaches and dizziness. In Mao's China, no one had it; instead, they were told they suffered from neurasthenia , a chronic pain that is later associated with depressive disorders.

Biological factors alone can cause the condition. Cortisol is a hormone whose concentration increases with stress and this can trigger depression. A key factor in depression is serotonin, the chemical messenger that enables communication between nerve cells. Serotonin levels are believed to be reduced in depressed patients. Most antidepressants are thought to act by preventing the re-uptake of serotonin by nerve cells, thereby increasing its local concentration. Buy the interactions in our brains are complex and there is much to be learnt about the cellular and molecular basis of depression.

Although treatment relies heavily on anti-depressants, there are current claims that, with the exception of severe cases, their effects are psychological and due to the placebo effect. Medication can also create unpleasant side-effects. Having had a depression increases the likelihood that you will have another one.

Cognitive therapy, in which the practitioner helps the sufferer "unlearn" the negative thought debilitating them and replace them with positive ways of thinking, is another effective treatment. The patient keeps a diary to record improvement and this helps them realise they can get better. As with most cases, cognitive therapy proved to be very helpful, as exercise in health.

It is important for carer of those with depression to realise the need for professional help. Depressives are hell to be with. It is perhaps because of this that there is a stigma associated with the illness. It is vital to get rid of the taboo. One approach might be through schools; students should be taught about mental health, particularly depression, as this could guide them to seek help when they need it and to deal with affected relatives and friends. More education about the condition would be invaluable, not just in removing the stigma but also in helping sufferers seek treatment.

Twilight?

2010-01-24T10:54:00.003+08:00

15/1- gerhana matahari?

Homework OR Dormwork?

2010-01-24T10:24:00.004+08:00

List of 'WORK' to accomplish;

*Chemistry- Peka, module.

*BI- Module

*Physics- Module

*Biology- Module

*Sejarah- Module 3,4 & 9

*Agama- Jawi

*Maths- Module

hah! ambek ko. Kne siap smue ni dlm mse singkat.

Chemistry ar plng belambak kne siap PEKA.

Oh btw, smlm tgk cite PHOBIA 2.

seram kot. ;/

skit je lah;P

Unlucky Day;

2010-01-18T15:56:00.007+08:00

MP4 kne rmps.
I hate tuah's warden, you piss me off
damn youuuuuuuuuuuuu!

Which one?

2010-01-18T15:54:00.002+08:00

Should I drop EST or not?
what do you think?

any options?

Cerita Sebelum Tidur ;

2009-12-28T01:48:00.005+08:00

aku bru tgk cite ni kt STAR MOVIES . Best gak. Story line dia menarik.

Mmule aku pelik 'Aikk , cite ni bkn bru je ke?'

KAN? bru lgi kan?ke aku yg outdated?;O

007 and still counting

2009-12-27T00:25:00.008+08:00

What the heck, 7 days to go? Man, time flies so fast. GET IT? TIME, FLIES? as in time and flies? noo? nvm. -_-'

Six weeks of rest is just so unsatisfied. It feels almost nothing, just like a pop in a balloon. Once you pop it, there, it's gone. Right in front of your eyes. Yet another saddening year to pass, with the freaky, horrifying and petrifying exam. SPM! omgg. I can't believe it, I'm already a senior in school. Gosh, tht was quick. Another 4 days and we'll be celebrating 2010. tht's superquickk ! I'm getting older and older everydayy.

All the wrinkles , the old looks , are showing on my face and enough of that , I'll probably be ending up in the old folks home. Surely my eye bags will start to show very clearly next year. No doubt next year , I have to face the lack of sleep , tiredness , stress and anxiety for the exams. Well, I don't really mind about tht. But wht I really hate is all the activities, the events, the marchings and all the stuff, just for the sake of our koko I could not bare. It's really tiredsome. Just imagine , at one time , you're tired of all the studying in the morning and in the evenings , you have to go training for sports and later at night , you have all the kawad practice for the big event and wht time do we sleep? Well surely after midnight , tht's for sure. And then we would go awake at 6am(normally) , and surely not feeling refreshed , instead a backache to be carried along in our daily routine again. It's painful

Not to mention, now tht we're a senior, it's our responsibility to 'keep an eye' on the form 4's nxt yr. Now thts another job we have to do.
I could say tht nxt yr would be a hell of a hectic yr .

*OH GOD! Please help me nxt yr, I'm in need for your help. ;(

Kelebihan Bulan Muharram,

2009-12-26T02:57:00.002+08:00

Berpuasa dalam bulan Muharram adalah amat dituntut, terutama di hari kesepuluh, atau disebut hari 'Ashura. Rasulullah s.a.w. telah dilaporkan telah bersabda apabila ditanya tentang doa apakah yang lebih baik selepas doa wajib, jawab Baginda : "Doa di tengah malam." Baginda telah ditanya sekali lagi puasa manakah yang lebih baik daripada puasa sepuluh akhir Ramadhan. Beliau menjawab: "Puasa di dalam bulan yang dipanggil Bulan Muharram." (Ahmad, Muslim, dan Abu Daud)

Hadis ini menunjukkan dengan jelas galakan berpuasa di dalam bulan Muharram berbanding di bulan-bulan yang lain.. Nabi (s.a.w.) bagaimanapun, menekankan puasa hari kesepuluh, 'Ashura. Perkataan "`Ashura" adalah berasal daripada `Ashara, bilangan yang kesepuluh. Suatu hari yang amat bermakna dalam hidup nabi Isa a.so

Dalam sebuah hadis yang diriwayatkan oleh Ibn Abbas (r.a.) apabila Rasulullah (s.a.w.) berada di Madinah, baginda mendapati kaum bani Israel berpuasa pada hari 'Ashura. Baginda bertanya mengapa mereka melakukan sebegitu. Mereka sahut bahawa ia adalah satu hari yang baik, hari yang Allah menyelamatkan Nabi Musa (a.s.) dan bani Israel daripada musuh mereka. Sebagai menyatakan rasa syukur mereka, maka mereka berpuasa.

Nabi (s.a.w.) lalu bersabda: "saya lebih berhak lagi untuk berbuat demikian " Baginda telah berpuasa pada hari tersebut dan memerintahkan para sahabat untuk berpuasa." (Hadis Muttafaq alaih)

Hadis ini menunjukkan bahawa Nabi (s.a.w.) adalah penyambung kepada risalah Nabi Musa (a.s.) serta nabi-nabi yang lain. Kalau diperhatikan amalan solat contohnya, dilakukan hari ini adalah rentetan ibadat nabi-nabi terdahulu. Begitu juga amalan puasa dan disabdakan nabi sebaik-baik puasa adalah amalan puasa nabi Daud a.s.

Diriwayatakan oleh ibnu Abbas dalam satu hadis lain Rasulullah mendapati para sahabat berpuasa pada sepuluh Muharram lalu baginda bertanyakan mereka kenapa berbuat demikian. Mereka menjawab: ini adalah hari nabi Musa dan kami amat menghormati hari ini dan Musa. Lalu Baginda bersabda: Wahai Ummatku! Jika Allah panjangkan usia saya pada tahun hadapan nescaya saya akan berpuasa pada hari tasu`aa ( 9 Muharram) dan `Ashuraa sekali gus. Ini adalah untuk menyalahi kaum Yahudi dan menyatakan rasa saying kepada Musa a.s.Tetapi Baginda telah wafat sebelum sempat masuk bulan Muharram tahun berikutnya.

Para ulama telah bersepakat menyatakan bahawa amalan puasa di Bulan Muharram disunatkan pada hari-hari berikut:

puasa tiga hari iaitu, hari kesembilan, kesepuluh dan kesebelas.

puasa dua hari iaitu, hari kesembilan dan kesepuluh.

puasa sehari sahaja iaitu hari kesepuluh.

Sama-samalah kita semarakkan cinta raikan hari kebesaran islam ini dengan amalan-amalan sunat. Sabda Rasulullah s.a.w. yang bermaksud: Barangsiapa bermurah hati membelanjakan keluarganya pada hari `asyura Allah akan bermurah hati memurahkan rezekinya setahun berikutnya

*alhadis*

NEW;

2009-12-11T20:17:00.004+08:00

sweetashesonthefloor.tumblr.com

السماء الحب

2009-12-06T23:49:00.003+08:00

Cite ni best gle and yeah tau, aku agk outdated la skit.
Tpi aku ske cite ni, menarik.
Cite ni ade byk pengajaran, and byk benda yg kte tk tau psl cinta.
Kisah cinta di dalam Islam dan cinta yg halal di sisi Allah.
And most importantly, character dia lawa =D

*القصة هي أقرب بكثير الى الله بلادي*

Untitled ;

2009-12-05T21:08:00.001+08:00

Today was such a blast;D

Selamat Hari Raya AidilAdha

2009-11-26T23:45:00.003+08:00

Selamat berhari raya di esok hari,
dan jgn lupe solat:DD

COOL VID,

2009-11-23T22:36:00.014+08:00

HAHA, THIS VID IS SO COOL(and FUNNY)
*I guarantee you'll have your hearts burst out watching this!*

Cool Sentences,

2009-11-23T13:54:00.003+08:00

A cool extraction I've got;

'Death, without compromises or arguments, took away everything and replaced it with nothing. In death, the very essence of a person's being had been removed. That essence, call it the soul, which defines individuality disappeared like a morning haze. I no longer believed so strongly that life ended just because the body had ceased functioning, but increasingly felt that perhaps death was only another step towards a different level of consciousness'

*Extracted from; Half-blood prince*

;)

Inter-House Debate Competition

2009-11-23T12:45:00.014+08:00

A debate competition between the four houses; Tuah, Kasturi, Lekir and Jebat had been held on the 12th and 17th November 2009. In this program, a sum of 4 pupil's were sent as a representative from each house. For the 1rst round, it was between The Lekir's and The Kasturi's which was held in the Bilik SU and also between The Tuah's and The Jebat's venued at the Bilik Kuliah. The judges present there were Madam Lim and Madam Zahurin as the judge between the Tuah's and Jebat's and between the Lekir's and Kasturi respectively.

Though 4 pupils were represented, only 3 of them will debate on a particular motion depending if they want to change one of them or not.

For the first round with the motion that;

"This House Believes that Parental Neglect Is The Cause Of Moral Decadence"

Tuah and Kasturi both as the Gov. while Jebat and Lekir were both on the Opp. side. The participants ourselves were represented by The Tuah's; Myself, Najmi and Hafiz, The Jebats; Chong, Tapai and Fahmi, while in the other room, The Lekir's; Gotam, Jay, and Izham, and finally The Kasturi's; Shiva, Putera and Lost.

On the first motion, all 4 teams did their best in their arguments, stated out their points and made their rebuttals ensuring that their team wins, but as they say; in a competition there's always a win and lose and unfortunately, The Tuah's and The Kasturi's had sadly lost to this motion. Though the lost in this motion, The best speakers were proudly held in the hand's of Hafiz, the Tuah-rians and also the so far winning team; Jay, the Lekir-rians.

For the teams that had made their way through the first round, they will then fight against each other on the 17th with the second round motion.

On the second round, having a slight difference in the teams, with the motion that;

"This House Believes that The Government Should Not Control The Media"

The Lekir's as the Gov. and The Jebat's as the opp. side. The finals, which was represented by The Lekir's; Jay, Izham and Bakau, The Jebat's; Chong, Tapai and Aghilan. In this motion, it was a blast. With Jay on the Lekir teams, it gave some challenges to Jebat team to rebut and to argue with his points, but nevertheless, they tied their heads up and gave a few strong points and tried their best to overcome his curiosity. After all the participants had finished their talks, now it's coming to the moment of truth. We, as the members of the floor, had made a discuss with each other and also to the judges, Madam Lim and Madam Zaurin, and made our decisions on the winning team. The winning's were declared, and the winning team goes to The Lekir teams. Jay, which of course, was the best speaker in the hall. The Competition ended with a firm shake of congrats between the participants. All the teams were satisfied with the positions that they are in.

And the results? For the 1rst place; The Lekir's while in 2nd; The Jebat's. for the 3rd and 4th, well of course, who's not other than The Tuah's and Kasturi's.

The 1rst and 2nd team received a hamper as well as a certificate, while the other two teams, had only their certificate held in their hands.

Well, at least we did acquire certificates;)

A Devastated Plan,

2009-11-23T01:43:00.010+08:00

It seems that I have canceled my plans on going to the conference due to some circumstances.

Oh well, maybe my dad did have a point. Maybe he was right in some ways, but i couldn't decode in his decisions he made. Well whatever it is, a no is still a no. I have no power to defeat against it once that word has slipped from his mouth to make an army in front of him waiting to kill me in disappointment. Or in despair. ;/

I thought of it deeply though, well he did tolerate on my decision but looking back at it, I can't let him withdraw a sum of money just to pay for the taxi driver, no I have no heart to do that anymore. He has sacrificed alot for me more than I knew, and I won't let him do that to me again. I respect on him though, we talked professionally over this, and it was my decision that I did not want to go. He did not force me for not going, and I thank him for that.

Yeahh, mungkin ade hikmah di sebalik ini. Mungkin Tuhan nk aku duduk rumah and study for SPM 2010, or morely help my mother to take care of my lil sis. Or even, help my sis on her SPM?? God knows, The All Mighty, The Fair in every situation:)

He surely wants me at home,

*p/s. Well one thing I know, I'll miss the 4days buffet in the hotel;(

Dedicated To You-Know-Who,

2009-10-26T07:47:00.006+08:00

Newbie's In the House

2009-10-24T23:16:00.004+08:00

I've just signed up with FB;)

A 4days 2 nights vacation,

2009-10-23T15:30:00.003+08:00

In conjuction with the Tengku Mukhriz ceremony,
these are a summary for what had happened today;
8.15a.m.
-EST paper 1
10.30a.m.
-EST paper 2
11.30p.m.
-finaleee exams finished!
12.00p.m.
-Ready packing stuffs
1.10p.m.
-Jumaat prayers
2.00p.m.
-Drove back in car
3.00p.m.
-Home sweet home;)

p/s. Holidays are for the form 4's only, hho too bad for the seniors. Better luck next time;p

Hari Kemenangan Islam :)

2009-09-20T13:05:00.006+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA,
Maaf Zahir N Batin.
Maafkan anta jika anta prnh buat terkecil hati, tersilap kata, terasa perasaan, dan segala perkataan yg ada TER2 di dlmnya. Pohon maaf dipinta. Lpekan lalu, maafkan yg tersilap.
Moga2 Raya kali ini mendapat Rahmat drpd Allah.
aminyarobala'lamin;)
p.s.*bju kli ni bewne ape agknye?;D

Pembacaan al-Quran,

2009-09-19T00:39:00.013+08:00

aku ade satu cite nk kongsi ngan korang. hrp2 korang dn jge aku sndiri dpt ambil ikhtibar drpada cite ni. Aku ambik cite ni drpda satu article.
Tajuknye bermule begini;

Why We Must Read al-Quran?

Why do we read Quran, eventhough we if we can understand a single Arabic word? This is a beautiful story, please read until the end and forward to all you know.

An old American Muslim lived on a farm in the mountains of easter Kentucky with his young grandson. Each morning Grandpa was up early sitting at the kitchen table reading his Quran. His grandson wanted to be just like him and tried to imitate him in every way he could.

One day, the grandson asked.

"Grandpa! I try to read the Quran just like you but I don't understand it, and when I do understand, I forget as soon as I close the book. What good does reading the Quran do?"

The Grandfather quietly turned from putting coal into the stove and replied,

"Take this coal basket down to the river and bring me back a basket of water."

The boy did as he was told, but all the water leaked out before he got back into the house. The grandfather laughed and said,

"You'll have to move a little faster next time,"

He sent him back to the river with the basket and tried again. This time, the boy ran faster, but again the basket was empty before he could even returned home. Out of breath, he told his grandfather that it was impossible to carry water in a basket, and he went to get a bucket instead.

The old man said,

"I don't want a bucket of water, I want a basket of water. You're just not trying hard enough,"

He went out the door and watched the boy try again. At this point, the boy knew it was impossible, but he wanted to show his grandfather that even if he ran as fast as he could, the water would leak out before he can get into the house. The boy again dipped the basket into the river and ran hard, but when he reached to his grandfather, the basket was empty again.

Out of breath, he said,

"See Grandpa, it's useless!"

The old man said,

"So, you think it's useless?"

"Look at the basket."

The boy looked at the basket and for the first time he realized that the basket was different. It had been transformed from a dirty old coal basket into a clean one, inside and out.

"Son, that's what happens when you read the Quran. You might not understand or remember anything, but when you read it, you will be changed, inside and outside. That is the work of Allah in our lives."

Moral of the story: Do read al-Quran frequently as it will purify our heart. When we have a pure heart, it is easy to do the righteous and leave the jahiliyah and badness in ourselves.

Home Sweet Home!

2009-09-18T23:34:00.001+08:00

pulang dri saser, 9.00am;)

Goodbye's

2009-08-31T10:49:00.002+08:00

aah, it's that time again. Time to say goodbye. I'll be back in raya, insyaallah. ;)

MERDEKA! MERDEKA! MERDEKA!

2009-08-31T00:56:00.017+08:00

Yah, itu diaa. Negara kita diambang kermerdekaan sekali lagi, selama 52 tahun negara kita berjaya berdiri dgn begitu teguh dn tidak lagi dijajah oleh mana2 negara pun terutamanya oleh pihak British. Negara Malaysia yg berjaya melepaskan diri drpda kolonisasi Barat bertukar menjadi negara yg aman damai bersatu teguh walaupun dibanjiri pelbagai kaum dn agama.
Tetapi, di mana jauhnya erti kermerdekaan utk kita ini?Adakah setakat dapat memerintah negara sndiri, dpt mentadbir pentadbiran negara dngn tangan orng Melayu itu sndiri?apakah setakat di situ sahaja?Jika begitu, maka salah sbnrnya tanggapan orng itu terhadap makna sebenar merdeka itu sendiri.

So, ni sebenarnya nk berkongsi sedikit dgn para pembaca. Mlm tdi, di taman Camelot, ada buat jamuan berbuka puasa dngn pelajar tahfiz seramai 40 orng dn 3 ustaz tahfiz yg mengiringi mereka. Mmula ingtkn nk ajk ank2 yatim yg menjadi tetamu khas, ttpi mungkin sbb tdk diizinkan oleh tuhan, tk dpt nk buat appointment dngn dorang. Tpi tkpe. Ade hikmah di sebaliknya, kteorng secara kebetulan dn last minute buat temu jnji dngn bdk2 tahfiz kt KL katanya, uhh nama sekolah wallahualam tk ingt, dh lupe dh, tpi ade perkataan hujung kt blkng, nama dpn tk ingt, huhu. Maaf.

So, pukul 7 cmtu aku n bpak aku dh redy pegi taman. so, mmule berzikir2 dulu, pstu smpi mahgrib, bukak puasa skjp pstu sembhyg mhgrib, den makan berat. Smbil2, mkn berat kteorng ade lah berkenalan2 dngn tahfiz2 muda ini. Katanya, ada jgk antara tahfiz2 ni anak yatim, tpi tk rmi la. Sebilangan shja. So, smbil borak2. Ustaz dorang ade cite skit kt depan psl kisah sklh dorang, latar belakang ditubuhkan dn sebagainya. Sedih la jgk, tgk sengsaranya pd mula nk mengoperasikan sklh tahfiz ni. Utk pengetahuan, sklh dorang ditubuhkan secara percuma utk bdk2 yg ingin belajar tahfiz ni, dan sklh ni juga dijalankan tanpa sebarang bantuan pihak kerajaan sama sekali pun, semua ditubuhkan, dilaksanakan program dgn titik peluh mereka sendiri, berjaya beroperasi selama 8tahun. jdi byngkn betapa besarnya pahala mereka. Ustaz tu cite la sdkt, begitu susahnya mereka pada awalnya ditubuhkan.

Pda mulanya, ustaz tu dh dpt premis utk menjalankan program tahfiz ni, jdi ustaz pun usahalah, cari pelajar2 yg nk bljr tahfiz terutamanya yg tdk berkemampuan utk membayar yuran. So, ustz ni pegila cri, dri utara ke selatan cari, lst2 alhamdulillah dh dpt 20 murid. Pstu ttbe, premis tu tk jdi la pulak nk diserahkn kpd ustaz tu. Ustaz tu pn mule berasa bimbang, dh la dipegangkan tanggungjwb utk menjaga 20 murid ni, tetapi rumah sewa pn tk dpt lgi.Tpi ustaz tu msih cekal. Dia berdoa kpd tuhan, cari sini cari sna rumah yg kekosongan(kire rumah emergencylah) dn alhmdulillah dpt la jugak rumah sewa drpd sorang hamba Allah ni. Walaupun rumah tu kecik, dan walaupun mereka terpaksa tidur dlm keadaan yg tdk selesa, dngn tikar getah tanpa katil dn tilam tpi mereka tetap bersyukur, dn terus berdoa kpda Allah. Den, lps tu kteorng berhenti skjp, sembhyg Isyak, den buat terawikh ringkas, pstu ade lah kesempatan sikit dngr ceramah drpd Ustaz Zahid skjp.

So, ni yg nk cite sikit psl kandungan ceramah tu. agk best la, bnyk gk pengajaran yg ade.
Dia cite ar skit psl specialnya bln ramadhan drpd bln len, pstu ade skit2 psl kemerdekaan jgk sbb yelah, esknye dh merdekakn, so ade kaitan la skit.
So, mmule dia cite psl kelebihan bln ramadhan.

Ni rngksnnye. Dia cite;
*Kalau bulan lain rahmat tuhan turun ke langit pertama pada waktu tengah malam, yakni pukul 3~4. Tapi kalau bln Ramadhan, rahmat tuhan 24hours(non- stop la kira). Tpi, yg specialnya, pda waktu tngh mlm, rahmat tuhan turun ke langit pertama dan Allah akn tanya kita;

-Apakah hajat kita?
-Kalau kau nk keampunan, maka Dia akan beri keampunan.

Dan Allah akan makbulkan doa kita, dngn syrt usaha kita utk berdoa kepadaNya. Insyaallah. Lebih afdhal lagi, kita bangun lps solat sunat, doa kepada tuhan. Mintak hajat pada tuhan. Allah sudah berfirman dlm Al-Quran, mafhumnya; Wahai umatku, bangunlah engkau drpda selimutmu dan beribadatlah engkau kepadaku walaupun sedikit. So, plng tidak/minimum pn, bangun buat solat tahajjud 2 rakaat pn tkpe. Dn lepas itu, berdoalah kepada tuhan ttg hajat kita. Kalau kita tk usaha, maka hajat kita tkkn tersampai. Jadi, usahalah berdoa kepada yg Esa.

*Time berdoa yg plng mustanajab lgi, ialah time sebelum berbuka puasa.

*Syarat berdoa; mmule kenalah

1.puji2 kepada Allah
2.Selawat
3.Doa kedua ibu bapa

kalau tdk dimulakan dngn ketiga2 ini maka anggaplah doa itu tdk smpai kpd Allah.

*Doa paling afdhal dimakbulkan
-Tgh malam
-Slps solat fardhu
-Slps bca Al-Quran
-Zikir plng besar/Ibu zikir; Membaca Al-Quran
-Sunat tahajjud; ubat segala penyakit
-Tmpt plng afdhal baca Al-Quran; slps sunat tahajjud/slps subuh

Pstu, dia ade cite skit psl Kemerdekaan.
Apa itu erti sebenar kemerdekaan.
So, dlm Islam, Merdeka itu ertinya;- Merdeka drpda akidah yg salah.
Akidah yg slh yg dimaksudkn di sini ialah; Pengaruh Barat yg dibawa ke negara kita ini
Jdi, apakah maknanya merdeka?;

*Merdeka drpda pengaruh barat

-Cth; Kencing berdiri. Kalau kaum lelaki, kencing berdiri ni dicipta oleh masyarakat Barat. Kalau kita tngk kt tnds lelaki, kan ade cm besi dan longkang utk kita kencing kan, tetapi apa yg kita tdk tahu ialah SEBENARNYA ITULAH IDEA BRITISH UTK MEMECAHBELAHKAN AGAMA ISLAM!Masyallah!betapa kejinya orng British ni. Kita ingt, ohh, ini zaman moden punya cara nk kencing, tetapi tidak. Sbnrya, nk cite apa hukum kencing berdiri, yg specialnya, Allah ade berfirman; ada azab special kubur utk orng yg tdk menjaga kencingya. mashaallah!Pstu, seluar yg ade zip tu, tu sebenarnya idea pihak Bitish!Aduhai, selama ini kita sudah tertipu rupanya, Wahai rakanku sedarlah!

-Makan jgn sesekali guna tangan kiri

Kalau kita tngk, masyarakat skrng gune pisau garpu kan?kita tngk, orng Barat, dorang mkn dngn kulteri ni cmne, pisau di kanan, garpu di kiri kan?Wahai Islamku!jgnlah kamu mengikut mereka!Sesungguhnya mereka sedang menyesatkan kamu!Mashaallah. Ustaz tu cite, dia ade pegi ke restoran ni, mkn dngn orng atasan la, dngn dato' smue. Pstu mknn dihidangkn hri tu ade daging, so tngh nk potong, ustaz tu pun pelik, "aik?kenapa plak daging ni tk dpt dipotong?"mmule2 buat cool la, lama2 ustaz tu kne tego, "ustaz, tu slh tu ustaz, tu pisau mentega, pisau yg lgi satu tu ustaz"hha, pstu ustaz tu pn ambillah 1 lgi pisau. pstu tngh nk suapkn daging, dia tngk dato' tu makan, mashallah, suapkan mknn gune tangan kiri, astagfirullah!Ni lah ajaran orng barat yg tk elok yg kita tk sedar. Dorang ckp je, "oh, kalau tngn kanan lgi power, lgi senang nk potong through daging ni"astagfirullah.

-Makan jgn berdiri

hah, ni lgi satu ajaran sesat orng Barat. Ustaz tu cite, hritu dia ngan beberapa murid tahfiz dia ade pegi High Tea kt sebuah tmpt ni, pstu ajk la mkn kn, pstu tngk mashallah, tk de kerusi!langsung!Ustaz tu pun pegi la kan mntk kerusi, pstu dorang ckp kalau ade kerusi bkn high tea lah namanya, tu lunch je lah. Mashaallah, rupe2nye high tea tk gune kerusi pun. Selama ini aku jahil. Tulah, pengajaran buat semua. Kalau dh moden sngt, kena gak berhati2. Jgn smpi terpengaruh dngn budaya2 Barat.

So, lps tu, lps dh dngr ceramah British, ade rehatlah sekejap bermoreh sebentar. Smbil2 tu, hadiah disampaikan kepada pelajar2 tahfiz ini, sponser drpd milo, hehe.
Best jgk brng dia, dpt baju, milo, koko krunch, beg bola milo. wah mewah!
So, lps tu ingtkn nk tnggu smpi merdeka, smbut merdeka dngn dorang, tpi yelah, apakan daya, tuhan tdk mengizinkan, dorang terpaksa pulang lebih awal kerana takut nnti smpi lewat penatla pulak kan. So, dorang pulanglah dngn tangan yg penuh dngn rezeki tuhan. Oh, tidak terlupe juga dngn sumbangan pihak warga kami seCamelot, walaupun sedikit tetapi berharga, kami berjaya mengutip sedekah sebanyak RM1,861 utk smbangan kpda sekolah mereka.

So, cmtu la akhirnya. So, last sekali, aku nk ucapkan,

SELAMAT MENYAMBUT HARI MEREDEKA SELAMA 52TAHUN!

Merdekalah kamu dlm akidahmu, maka merdekalah kamu dlm hidupmu. Amin;))

Kennabois' Photos

2009-08-30T17:51:00.011+08:00

aha! So, here are the photos where we SASER went to the Kennaboi trip
Sry guys,it was kind of a last minute work. I was kinnda late asking my friend for the photos. huhu

Nvm. Well, here it goes;

A picture of Mat holding an invisible ball, which didn't work out. He was actually trying to make a fireball himself with his bare hands!

Nas says; SEE ME MUSCLES!hahaha.

A rest at the camp would be nice;)

Picture from left; Azam(Sonic), Mateen(Geli-Mat), Me, Adlin(Embun), Syamil(Lost)

HAHA!

Hot tak kami?!hahaa

Buaiyan: Masih size (S)

Menikmati pemandangan. APA DI ATAS???

So, that's all the photos I've got. Till then. ;))

Way to go SHORTIE!

2009-08-29T16:53:00.010+08:00

My hair has been cut! omg, it so short... and so square!huhu.
I'm gonna miss the pieces of my old hair, ahh nvm. but its kindda nice. tkpayah nak garu2 rambut lgi, haha! and guess what? smlm aku jmpe awi kt barber's, haha. kebetulan btol die ade, tpi aku cm tgh hurry skit, terpaksa sombong dngn die, sry. tpi yg tkblh blala, smlm yg bodoh gil. aku mntk tk yah ptong sideburn, pstu yg mamak tu pegi buat ape tau, die nipiskan sideburn, buat lgi pnjng tpi nipis. aku cm; "haha, bodohnye mamak nih." -_-'
haih, aku rndu rmbut aku dulu pnjng and teratur. nseb bek rmbut pendek kurang skit klmomo, kalo tk gatal je. agaga.
NOW SONGKOK,IT'S TIME TO DO YOUR TASK!;D
*your'e my saviour!*

My Unfinished Assignment,

2009-08-28T01:59:00.009+08:00

Haih, I've got some work to be completed, holidays are coming to an end and yet I still haven't even start the slightest thingg. Well minus the fact where I did browse on the internet to search for it, but it's still considered as an unfinished business. My eyes feel so lazy to read these books, although the teacher say its and enthusiastic book to read on. How i wish i could own a pair of a book worm's eyes.
LUCKILY FOR ME, IT'S ONLY A COPY AND PASTE TASK.
Yay!I don't really have to sweat on it. hoho;)
Ok, so these are the books which i meant, the teacher asked us to take some of the extract from these example books and turn it to our own logical stories, which are;

*FAMOUS 5

*GOOSEBUMPS

*HARDYBOYS

*SECRET 7

(note; these are all Enid Blytons publishes)

~So,wish me luck on this task(I seriously don't wanna get walap-ed)~ ;(

A Stupid Joke

2009-08-26T18:07:00.002+08:00

X- AM

2009-08-03T15:10:00.005+08:00

ooh yeass, another gloomy exams to be finished.
up next for tmmorw;
-Biology
-Physics
Wish me luck on this. thnks;D

HONEY I'M HOME !!

2009-07-30T21:47:00.003+08:00

Yeah!! I'm back in town people! ;D
(*illness)

A NOTE.TO.SELF

2009-07-19T19:03:00.013+08:00

"fuck here comes the day that we all hate, the final day of the holidays. I'm going back to boarding school, even though i sometimes had 2nd thoughts of not going but what the heck. a lot of chances can be found there and i'll try the hardest to stay there for a full 2 years. and also 2 years full of very enjoyable and beneficial activities. Damnfuckfuckfuckfuckdamndamndamn. chow. see you in the next PM (pulang bermalam) and holidays"

This is something I extracted from my friends blog. Hell yeah I totally agree with him on this, which f***ing sucks!

*well partially, i hope* -.-

2009-07-19T01:33:00.002+08:00

a little help over here;
I SERIOUSLY NEED SOME VACCINE TO SPICE UP MY ENTHUSIASTIAM !
*an injection to this severe disease please??;(
"Oh how i wished it could be cured"

A Bedtime Story,

2009-07-18T23:30:00.037+08:00

Whaat?! It's been a month already??well not quite;- almost actually. 27 days to be precise. omgg, that's so super fast. Could you believe it. Seriously, I can't tell u guys how fast time ticks. It's like as if one state goes to another. It felt like it all just happened yesterday. and I'm not just saying this, but it's truly true and I'm not denying it. It's like for instance, a solid could skip the melting process to be liquidfied and hence they jump straight to becoming a gas. At first, I didn't believe this piece of crap, but then I started to realize more about it.

(uhh, wht a weird intro)

So, what have i done so far at this range of time? Plenty. yeah, that's the one perfect word to re-phrase all these sentences. Many things had been going on. On the 2nd of July, Thursday, students from SET A are compulsory, exceptions from the authority from the doctor's permission were required to join the camping which was venued at Kuala Kelawang fully under control of the BTN society. Well, it was not exactly a camping trip, at first it sounded like it was but then the teacher had to change the 4days 3nights to a 'kursus' *sorry i don't know in English* filled with motivation and the implantation of the spirit to defend the country. Politics of coursed had all on going. Damn you teacher u have us fooled!! The teacher really had us convinced though. hmph!

So then, the road trip took 1hr for arrival, hence without wasting the opportunity we all to the advantage to the maximum level;that is, no other than sleeping z!z!z!z!. We snored, we farted, we picked our nose, we dreamed and we even had ourselves hugging to each other with a blanket which could cover the whole lot of people at the back. EE, such a gay

*note that I'm not in the last persons' of the bus*

Okay okay. enough of crapping already, let's get to the main point shall we? Ok, firstly we did as usual, registered our names and read the handouts given. It was totally boring! I mean, for 4 days we hoped for an adventurous-challenging trip had all changed out completely into a nightmare! arrgh! More LDK and 'ceramah' were slotted into the timetable which was awfully objected by ourselves. WE CAME FOR CHALLENGES, NOT MOUTH SPITS! oh how I wished I could speak up like that, but what more could we do, there's no other way but to accept with an opened heart.

After our blazed heart had been extinguished, we did our program as planned. More about the 1rst day, we did have the chance to shower in the river which I tell ya, super damn cold;especially in the early morning where the winds come to blow upon making the surrounding very chilly. Well it was kindda fun though, as we played 'rugby in water' with the absentee of the ball;-

The rules?- use bare hands to overtake the opponent
Tips on winning?- Smash his head into the water*mind the bold*. hahahaa, quite ecstatic.

At night, we had the chance to watch the movie HATI MALAYA, re-extracted from the history of behind the Msia's Independency, replayed by famous actress/actresses in M'sia, for example, Maya Karin holds a role as the main character in the story. [wow, Maya is one hot chick]and yeahh, it was "nice to watch" *mind the inverted comma*hahaa.

Sadly, we didn't get to finish the story until the very end, as we stopped for the Isyak prayer.

On the 2nd day, mainly we had the LDK slot and we were given tasks to do so. Our facy, Cheq Li guided us throughout the day. The first task requires us to listen, see, and do it on ourselves very carefully on what the facilitator did by his actions using the sound, sight, and touch mechanism to stimulate the exact copy from the original(urr, excuse me??) or in an easier way of saying this is 'do exactly what the facy does'. Quite understood? If you guys still can't understand then you can go and get your BODO Master's and finish it with your BODO P.h.d.'s. hahahaa. jk laa. It's what Madame Hanu says, sorry teacher I 'borrowed' your quotes. X)

Back from where I stopped, umm oh yeh well, it looks easy right? but to make the whole team to have the correct steps as asked, takes a lot of teamwork and cooperation. I MEAN A LOT! This is the values I learnt from that. Apart from that, we also did on music, which tests on us to conduct music by using our fingers according to songs played with eyes closed. The same thing as before, it looks simple but it requires honesty, not to open our eyes until the very end of the song. It also brings up our creativity on the movement of fingers when conducting throughout the song. Next, we were splited into 5 teams in which we grouped into class ie; Alpha, Beta, Delta, Epsilon, Gamma and were given a task. The task asks us to think and write of as many commercials either on tv, radio, or any part of the media. This is crucial, as all teams required to play a commercial in which HAVE NOT BEEN USED by other teams and if they repeat the same commercial as the opponents then they will eventually be disqualified. Mind that, after they have given their commercial, they have to bombard other teams depending on their own choice on picking the opponent team. As an example, they would have to say something like this;

"Maih secawan." (own team) boom! (own team) boom! (own team) boom! (opponents) boom!

Up to the finals, the game got more challenging as both teams were close on the winning. They both thought till their brains tear out. Eventually, the winning team goes to team BETA! horay! WE WON!congrats Beta! lol. Not to be so proud of, but it had to be celebrated. I mean cmmon' laa, BETA MAN! ;)

So, not long after our breaks, we were given another task to be completed; which we were needed to build a new boat on a smaller scale that fulfills these criteria;

+Could load many people on the boat
+Could withstand at any weather conditions
+Has a commercial value
+Has something different from the boats that have be commercialise
+Every piece needs to have a specific function

and after we had finished on building it, we were required to give a little talk about the boat we've made.
*p.s in this task, we were put into different teams*

Each team talked about their boats very well. Many unique designs were creatively created. They were so innovative on creating that. There was even a boat which was to function as a mail sender which only sends the mail from high places to low places!How about the low places then?haha, and he said;

"Yang bawah tu kalo nk hntr surat, nek tangga je laa." haha, sempooi je eh kau jawab. Usop Usopp, si kecik nih.
As for the others, their prototype were very smart.
Best ah smue, kreative gile korang!
Then we tested our boats on water, raced and proudly, our team won. ;)

After the Jumaat prayers, which we sadly did not get to attend because of unmanageable transport, we did another task which was to make a new flag for the team. And so we did it. After it had finish, again the same thing as the boat, we had to explain to the people about the each object we drew that represents as what on the flag. Many question were northerned(diutarakan?) to each team and all of us were very good on explaining each and every particular detail about the flag design. No spots were given by chance left unquestioned, and they really did well on answering back their questions. Creative flags were drawn, and we could see alot of different types of symbol used as a representative for a specific function drawn on the flag. Every team did a job-well-done. At night, we continued watching the movie which we haven't finish watching.

As for the 3rd day, it all started with a not-so-good day. Our new faces of facy came to continue the program today. They came unsatisfied and some had to make a 'splash in the water' as a 'denda' to those who had lost either the team's flag, items, or even both of them. This particular team had to finish all the soap given from the facy in 5 minutes!Pity pityyy. Back on track, so today marks will be counted to every team according to the given task. The first starting task given was to create a straight-longed line by ONLY using anything that is wore on ourselves, then create the shortest line, and lastly build a tall- like pyramid. Ok, at this part things were getting us. RAGE!

You see, the marks given to us were so unfair, as 5 marks were only given to our team but the other teams?They received how many times more; double, triple, quadriple which we couldn't even questioned about the marks!They even deducted the marks if we asked them! I mean common'!Don't they have any humanity in themselves?!

*pissed off*

Nevertheless, we stayed calm. If we objected too much, our marks will be more deduced. So, it's rather good to keep our mouth shut than to open it. Hence, we continued our program with a talk from the new facy. Going further, we had the Sultan tests where we we asked to get 'crystal stones'(just fake stones laa) to make a ring for the Queen's foot. Then, we also needed to catch 2 butterflies(oh, god is that possible?). I tell ya, it was seriously such a stern to complete this task. Nevertheless, it's not possible cos there was 1 team which managed to capture a couple of butterflies!WOW, UNIMAGINABLE RIGHT?! Damn talented, huhu.

I wonder if they did a dance to seduce this flying animal? Later, after it had finished, we had a break and then continued with kawad kaki as usual.That evening also, we were given the chance to shower in the river again. At night, we had to make a sketch of the story given by the facy to each team. My team had to act back the Hati Malaya story. We chose the scene where Dato' Onn wanted to resign his job as the President Of UMNO. Other teams had acted very well. Their performance was filled with loads of entertainment and of course jokes were added in their sketch.

So, as the final marks were counted, it seems that the 1rst team had won, but the good news is that we jumped from 5th place to 2nd place!How cool is that? And also, it did not ended there. There was the last task we had to do before they declared the winning team. Our souls became more competitive. The last task requires us to hear and listen very carefully to the instructions given by our facy in charge. There are rules to this last task, and if we break the rules, we will be caught and 'sent to jail'.

Now, the last task became more challenging. It was not about winning or losing, but we had to have all the co-operations from everyone involved, and also bare in mind about the rules to obey.

We were pushed, stressed and even insulted by the facy. We even got 'snatches and devils' who were ruining our teamwork in completing this task. We had to protect our paperwork from the disturbance of any unwanted condition. We've putted our souls for this last task, and finally we managed to complete this task. We finally came to knew that it was not the marks that counts, but it was the teamwork, the co-operations that's what importance. We need to have a spirit in protecting our beloved country from the clutches of the enemies from being fallen back to a colonized country, which we all understood clearly. *yehh, politics. pftt!*

The very last day, early morning we went to the Kennaboi station for the rakit activity. Before that, we had to build our rakit by our own selves using the given items. After it was finished, without wasting time we started riding on it. It was a fun experience to have. Later, we went back to the station and took our lunch. We prepared our packing and said a last goodbye to the people at the Kennaboi station. We made our move back to the asrama, physically tired but boisterous inside. We wish to meet the Kennaboi teams and would love to join a program like this again. ;))

It's Sundae!

2009-06-21T15:29:00.005+08:00

-Currently at the cc-

activities;
+DotA
+Online
+Chatting
+Bored

>_<

stressed out.

TIIDAAAAAK!!

2009-06-13T21:09:00.017+08:00

Esk dh blik,

nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!

tu sje,
bye.
~i hate asrama(kot)~
-.-

Bunga Harum Mekar Malam,

2009-06-12T18:30:00.004+08:00

Sebenarnya, post ni tkde pape nk ckp sngt. cme nk promote cite lawak bin best. haha
ini diaaa;

PART 1/8

PART 2/8

PART 3/8

PART 4/8

PART 5/8

PART 6/8

PART 7/8

FINAL PART 8/8

Oh, oh! Lisa Surihani lawa gilee, dan liyana jasmay comel. en en? xDD
Credits to alagalilagiff for promoting these vids;)

Something to Share With,

2009-06-12T00:14:00.001+08:00

The Holy Prophet (SAW) Said:

1) Four things that make your body sick:

a) Excessive talking
b) Excessive sleeping
c) Excessive eating and
d) Excessive meeting other people

2) Four things that destroys the body:
a) Worrying
b) Sorrow (Sadness/Grief)
c) Hunger
d) Sleeping late in the night

3) Four things that dry the face & take away its happiness:
a) Lying
b) Being disrespectful / impudent (insisting on something wrong knowingly)
c) Arguing without adequate knowledge & Information.
d) Excessive immorality (doing something wrong without fear).

4) Four things that increases the wetness of face & its happiness:
a) Piety
b) Loyalty
c) Generosity (being kind)
d) To be helpful to others without he/she asking for that.

5) Four things that stop the Rizq (Sustenance) :
a) Sleeping in the morning (from Fajr to sunrise)
b) Not Performing Namaz or Ir-regular in Prayers
c) Laziness / Idleness
d) Treachery / Dishonesty

6) Four things that bring / increase the Rizq:
a) Staying up in the night for prayers.
b) Excessive Repentance
c) Regular Charity
d) Zikr (Remembrance of Allah / God).

HAH?! SERIOUS KAU!?

2009-06-11T21:23:00.008+08:00

Weehh, gle siaaal.
Hri ni aku pegi klinik buat medical check-up, pstu tgh nk check check kepala, bdn, tangan, kaki, bontot, k**e(HAHA, lebat!) ttbe mak aku mntk doc buat eye test kt aku, pstu aku pun ok, tk kisahh la. and then die test bgi colour-blindness test kt guee.
hha, pstu ko tau ak?!
nk tau ak???hahahhhhaahhhahajjkkiiaahahahahaaaa, {dlm keadaan bengong*}
aku dpt score 4/17! WHOAA, bpak ar !
terkezutt setan gue dpt tau~
actually mse kecik pn dh pnh buat test ni, agk fail aa tpi time tu ok skit kot. tpi ni gilee baii, cm tk penah ambik exam(ceh, cm ade plak xam, lol)
Kalau msuk SPM, sahh sahh gue gagal doh.
nnti die tulis [Certificate not available cos u got failed subjects, lolz]
bek tk yah ambik exam, bengonnggg.
Tpi gile arr, kkdng aku tertanyaa; ade cure ke?
pstu doc tu ckp; YOUR DISEASE IS NOT HEALABLE. (um, tkde ar exactly gue ade tokok tmbh sdikitlah!) lol, disease? yeh right. bknnye contagius pun. menipuu. lulx.
Mesti ade ubatt doh, mustahil tkde.
Dlm firman Allah s.w.t pn dh terbukti;
Qaala(ceh, tabligh pulak aku nih!)
[gue translate bm jelah, tk pndi pulak bhse arab. haha. maafkan saya]
Tiada penyakit yg tiada ubat. hmm gitu² je laa.
Maybe i'll find one cure, in another decade. (hmphh! berangan la kau DR.)
~end of story~
XDD

Ape huruf ni hah? -.-'

HOT HOT HOT!

2009-06-09T21:13:00.024+08:00

OMG OMG!People², attention please!

Mail boy; I got some EXTRA EXTRA, come get your extra!
' Gadgets are on the loose'
Boy A; Sayy whatt? What's the news mail boy, gadgets escaping the jail?
Mail boy; Aiseh, no boy. Don't be a slowpoke, SONY has just delivered a new sophisticated phones! READ IT, 50 cents each !
Boy A; urr, do you mean like they're having a baby?
Mail boy; What??!What are you saying boy?! You don't read the news aii?
Boy A; NO, i don't, i make gadgets with it. *retarded face*
Mail boy; -_-''

Now, all of you must be scratching through your Smarty heads .
What's all the fuss man?
Ok ok, u don't like fuss do ya huh?
Fine. Less talk , i'll post some pictures of wht i'm crapping about.

INTRODUCING
*drum rolls* jengjengjeng

The New w995!
taadaaaaaaa!

The intro

Awesome visualisation, 8.1mp.

Packed with different colourisation.

Handy for a colour-blindness person, agaga.

8GB, comes handy in viewing movies xD

HOORAY! Kudos to Sony in making such a breakthrough.
Such a Imperfection gadget i must say.
Total ranking= 9/10.

*aaargh, i wish i could own u*
birthday present please?gaah;(

[ btw. i know, lame joke x) ]

Boredesome.

2009-06-01T16:01:00.015+08:00

I frankly don't know what to say right now. But currently;
I'm,boredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredbored
boredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredbored
boredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredbored
boredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredbored
boredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredbored
boredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredbored
andboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredbored
boredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredbored
boredboredboredbored.

yeh, you can say that again.
!!!
Can someone ask me out?

An apocalypse Friday

2009-05-30T03:45:00.024+08:00

Yahoo! At last, holidays are summering! With 2 weeks of vacation, finally i could get some time for an impeccable rest. phieww. A hectic day has already been passed.

My dad and I was otw to a place like no other than home-sweet-home with me beyonding the real world, eyes still opened and still breathing, when suddenly my dad received a call from his boss. He neglected in answering it, and not long after so, got a call from his secretary which asked him to come over to help entangling on work issued problems. And so, we both went to his office. He drove with a speed exceeding 140km/h which was very peculiar and perpendicular to him. My physical body did not feel anything as i was in state of solid, hearing a philip-branded mp; -ordinary, but yet very effective. At first, we could not get any parking in front of his office due to occupied vehicles, so we went for an underground slot.

As we arrived, my dad took all his needed stationaries and we walked side-by-side to his room. My dad told me to go to the gym room however, and so I did. I rested in a comfortable relaxation room with an great odour and jazzy music. Everything seemed peaceful and relaxed throughout my stay. Without wasting the precious time, i had my brain filled with selecfull magazines to choose to. I was also offered to read the NST paper, and felt very delighted on reading that. And so, as time ticks and soon showed a finger-hand at 5.30p.m, my dad came to pick me up. We still haven't done our prayers yet. Actually, we've already missed the jumaat prayer with reasons due to our actions.

Then, we walked down to the garage heading to the car. As my dad was putting back his stuffs in his bag, a sudden frightening face had occurred in him. Things had gotten worse when my dad lost his hard disk with important info's vital to his work. Oh no! he's done it again, always forgetting where he misplaced his carried items later on. But i can't blame him, its the fact that he's getting older. I mean old people do tend to forget more than us, teenagers.

So, we went back to the place he had stepped, searching and searching for the instrument back and forth for almost 3times to the gym and office. Still no sign of it was to be found. My dad could not give up, he kept looking for it, and had and idea of going to the front window door of his office building, until finally he saw his most valuable asset lying at the front counter. One of the guards told that he had founded that thing, and then my dad had pleased him with a sigh of relief. It almost had taken us 1 hour searching for the item proven by the watch which had ticked on 6.30pm. And yet we still haven't done our prayers, so we decided to head to the surau nearby.

In conclusion, our day had been a very hectic day as we were required to walk a huge sum of footsteps back and forth in searching for his hard disk. I also had my head banged to one of the poles which caused a pretty bad swelling on my head. ouchh!

EAT SHIT.

2009-05-24T11:25:00.004+08:00

fcuk, exam sucks man;- physics, bio, sej.
aaaaaaaaaaaaaargggghhhhh!

-onlining at cc-

Testing?

2009-05-03T12:20:00.008+08:00

Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net

HAHA, get it?xD

Hidup Ini Memang Palat

2009-05-02T15:56:00.004+08:00

Kenapa hidup ini stress?! ;(

Anugerah 2009

2009-04-30T15:45:00.017+08:00

FINALLY! Alhamdulillah, dpt 5 hari cuti. WOHOOO, gempak.
Tpi slack bengkel je la, grrrrr. kena catchup, dh la msuk exam, stupid tol.
haizz. lantak je lar

Back to the issue, hari ni best gile kot. Dpt jmpe kwn² lama, rindu gle doh krng!argh.
Kteorng buat lawak, makan sesama, berborak dngn ckgu, lepak2, bljr(pdhal x pun);well ade la jgk. Tpi best la. Plng best dpt jmpe ckgu ar, ckgu yg bnyk tolong utk kejayaan kteorng, TERIMA KASIH CKGU. Pstu, bljr ngan korang2 lgi, especially time pronouncation diperbetulkn. heh;p Best la jgk. Dpt 'berunion' balik dngn kwn lama. Rse rindu pulak, teringat time² kecik dulu.
Haih, kenangan jelah.
HIDUP BJrians.

Hrp² korang semua berjaya kelak nnti. aminyarobalalamin. ;))

Breathtaking weeks

2009-04-24T17:55:00.005+08:00

Currently, I'm in intense tiredsome. Heaps of homework, limited of time. EST essai! waarrghh;- my heads spining, eyes falling and hands are burning.
Wish me luck.
till then,

-end-

btw, it's been a month. cool, my calculations were precise;D

News to the Heir

2009-04-04T18:34:00.021+08:00

It ws my outing day. I ws supposed to come back to school before 6 but things had changed.

I had my MC because of my nosebleed which extended my holidays that will expire approximately 6pm tomorrow. heh, thanks nose. U saved me from the bells;D

Ok,back to the point. My life as a saser-iens.

Well, my 1rst day. Everything seems very peculiar to me. I had to do all the things on my own, standing on my two feet can be very tiring. Nevertheless, I persevere myself; Although i tend to forget about heaps of things that can be very annoying and infuriating to me. For example, my keys were forgotten of where it was placed, my books of where it was displaced and also my towel which was still left hanging which i did not give full attention on it. It can be very embarrassing really, i forgot about my own towel!

Ok, I don't mind about that. At first, i was having the urge wanting to come back home. It was very stressful. Sleep initiates at 12am. and ends at 5.30. Wow, 5 hours of sleep only. Can u imagine that? Not to mention the the cold-iced water which attacks u in the early morning can give u a shiverring-sneezy morning. Plus, the riadah tires u and eventually makes u drowsy at night.

Fuhh, Crazyness!

But then i tried coping with it. At first my legs were bared to move as i was not used to the daily routine. But later, after days of practice, i thought back. naaahh, it ws just my mind that was playing through me. I'll guess i'll just have to bare staying here. ;))

Still, i missed alot back home. Everything had changed. Worse i think. Loads of people are coming back from boarding. I just don't know why. It's been a month and they still can't cope with it?My head is a scratch. Sometimes i feel lucky. My school is good enough;- no bullies, food is appetizing, teachers are super-well educated, and the manners are not so bad. Maby it does not apply the same thing to others, maybe there are disadvantages that they can't stand. I mean, its normal lah kan,you can't expect everything to be 'perfect'. Even to my school. The first time i looked at the school, i was like holy crap! Is this the special-ed school or what?!seriously!!

I was thinking of returning back instantly, but later i was motivated by my two understandable parents. They said something like this,

"takpe lah, susah2 dulu. nnti bru senang. nak berjaya kne susaah, jgn fikir nak senang2 je. mak ni lagi susah, mse dulu pegi study tngh bawak anak2 mak, nak nek teksi seksa je. berat je badan"

and then i.. sobbed? well,sbb terharu kot;p

OK, I think that's it for today, kne "istirahat" bak kata opahku. opah aku ni kelakar gk, HAHA.

Goodbye's and Forgive's

2009-03-24T22:19:00.012+08:00

Today seems to be my last day at home, well not typically; but its still the same.
I would like to ask for forgiveness to all the wrong's and bad's that i did to anyone especially the ones that feels like that, hear me out. I'M SORRY. :'(
well, enough of sadness alright.
Now I'm gonna tell u guys a little bit about my new school, well idk if i should call it 'new' cos it seems so dull and ugly! trust me. Plus, the underconstruction building going on adds more of the uglyness!even the colours doesn't shine bright!daayym!but nevermind, that's not the main point of me going there.
like my dad always say; 'don't look at the hardware,but look at the software'
those words suddenly made me stopped, as if there was a glitch in my brain. lol!
Well anyways, tommorow i'm separated with my phone!grr, i just bought it you know, but now i hve to cope with its absentee, zzz. now, im preparing my thangs, which includes; packaging, folding, paper works, shower items etc.
oh btw, about that.
I think going to asrama has one advantage. U'll get all the items tht u desire. I mean not ALL, but heaaaaaaps of stuff that u don't get when u stayed at home. I mean seriously!
If i still stayed home, i think my closet wouldn't have even the faintest items that i desire.
but changing the state of matter, WHOAA! Shorts- ups 40% T-shirt-Ups 20%. HELL YEAH!
yela kan, 'nk msk asrama, knelah bnyk skit'hahaha(jgn jeles) ;p
okay, i think thts enough said. need to sleep early for school.

GTG, I'll be back in presicely 1 month; i thinkk;/

'Semut Ape?'

2009-03-24T18:41:00.018+08:00

Okayh, 1rst of all. i ws on my way back to the car. then suddenly i felt an itch on my foot, it ws not that pain until i got near my car and suddenly BAMM;
"Sheet, something bit me" My mom got off the car and asked "What happened?". I told her "Rasa cam ade something gigit kt kaki". We both then made our move, tilted our heads down and I said, "DAYYM, semut's!" I woobled my feet, feeling as itchy as possible trying to eliminate the 'petit' creatures as much as i could avoiding any injuries on this innocent human being.
Then my mom said, "Owh, tu. Tu namanya 'semut gatal', dia gigit orng" I ws like semutt whaattt?tk pnh dngr kot!I kept repeating the same question,like in the commercial tv "burung ape tu"LOL
then she said, "Tkpe, goyang je kaki lama2 nnti okla tu. kalo semut api lgi teruk, kaki cm melecur je"
Then, in my head said, "phieww, nsib bek aa. Kalo semut api, mati aku!";O

P/s. Ini hanya gambaran saja, tidak ada kena mengena dengan yg mati mhupun yg telah meninggal dunia

This is what's called "HYPOCRITES"

2009-03-24T11:49:00.019+08:00

It started of with something like this;

a: ngh wt pe?
b: chting
a: ngn?
b: sspe je
b: asl?
a: sje
b: ko tk tido lgi?
a: nk tau
a: x biasa
a: kau cht ngn spe?
b: kwn lama
a: ohh
a: fatin?
a: ex kau?
b: lol
b: orng ckp kwn
a: hahahahahahaha ;)
b: dia ckp ex
b: zz
a: ye lahh
a: lps jadi ex
a: x kan buang terus
a: mesti lahh jd kwn
b: lol
b: btul gk
a: x kan kau nk ngaku kt aku kau tgh cht ngn ex
a: lol
b: tpi malangnya dia tk on
b: lol
a: lol
a: bagi ym dia
b: lol
b: dia jrng on
a: no hp
b: likee never
b: lol
a: cakap no hp pun dia jarang gune
b: tah
b: buat pe?
a: kacau
a: jual
a: boleh untung
a: lolx
b: lol
b: tk yah
a: x de lahh
a: kau igt aku ni gle ke
a: hahahahaha
a: bg lahh
a: jgn kedekut
b: lol
a: dh ex pun nk kedekut ke
b: lol
b: tak yah
b: nyibuk a
a: dh ex pun nk kedekut
a: blahh ahh kau
a: bkn nk wt pe pun
b: tkleh
b: private
a: pyo lahh bdk sasser ni
b: lol
b: tk pyah
b: aku tk ske
a: g mampos ahh!

few minutes later,
a: kau tgk pic kt kt ms aku
b: ?
a: aku dh tulis kau sasser
b: lol
a: U mckk
a: S mrsm kepala batas
b: bgus a
a: tgk ahh
a: pastu cmnt skali
b: dah
b: lol
b: k
a: thx ahh weyy
a: cmnt pic aku td
a: hahaha

I ws like, wtf?masalah a bdk ni. ttbe mntk nombor pehal, nk publisiti?fuck off la!ko bajet famous nk knl smue hah?!wey, aku tk heran a weh. ko pikir ko lari laju cm cap ayam, ko pikir dorang smue pandang kau er?!alah, blaa arr. bdk perangai mcm ko tuh, aku rse tkde sspe pun nak angkat. Pstu, dh la gedik. tk tau malu mintak pc comment, ko dh ar buat aku sakit hati dulu, pstu boleh plak buat² bek ngan aku lak. Ko ngan trusted sidekick tuh!Pastu lagi satu, ko bile aku tersempak ngan ko ke, bkn nk tego. tpi bile aku jln ngan kakak aku, perrgh bru nk tego!ha ha, bguih2. FUCK KO, HIPOKRIT! Dulu, bkn men aa ckp aku tkde adab, pdahal; "g mampos aah" tu abenda! sial. dah2, aku dh tkde mood nk lyn ko. aku tau aa ko tk 'perfect', sbb smue pun cmtu. spe yg dh 'perfect' tu tak yah gi skolah ar. kan?!!
Ni, aku nk nasihat ko. ko jgn a nk angkat kepala ko tu, aku rse bazir mse ko je. Tuhan pn tk ske ko berkelakuan cmtu, ape lagi orng len. ko jgn nk ikut skehati kepala ko je nak anti sini anti sana, hah tkde gunenye.
mcm kwn ko ckp tuh;
"dia mmg cmtu, ske suki je dia anti orng"
pffffftttt!pale cheebaii ko ar. mmg cari psl aaa, adoihh.
sbnrnya, ade bnyk lagi. tpi aku mls nk tunjuk, buat tmbh dosa je kt aku.
dah2, bek ko pikirkan sndiri, muhasabah diri aa.
spe yg mkn cili, terasa pedas.
fuh, nseb bek aku dh pindah.

-To readers, sorry i hve to post this condemned writing. I couldn't stand on not doing it-
End.

SASER !

2009-03-20T18:50:00.027+08:00

Upcoming school this opening holidays. -_-

SM Sains Seremban

Fan

2009-03-19T18:30:00.001+08:00

Just testing posting pictures using my new phone.
seems working ;D